Tuesday, July 20, 2010

No more mirrors.

In just one week alone I have managed to grow into the size of an elephant. I don't think I like it. Not to mention if I hear one more person say I'm huge or I look like I'm going to pop...I will scream and punch someone in the face.

I feel disgusting.
  I don't even want to leave my house for the sake of people staring at me...
and I definitely feel alien in my own skin...

I really wish I wouldn't grow anymore because I might just have to stay out of the public/family eye until I pop... :(

Here's why I feel so huge:

Compared to last week, I am ginormous. Most of my shirts don't fit anymore and I can feel the skin tightening and stretching by my belly button.
I don't know if I can do this.

I''ll do an actual update after my appointment thursday




  1. Awww I am sorry you are feeling this way. You are a beautiful woman inside and out,you can do this you only have a little bit longer before you have your handsome boys with you. :) Hope you get to feeling better soon. :)

  2. Lia I understand but just remember, a woman is never more beautiful than when she's growing a new life, you're growing two so you're doubly beautiful! So glad the boys are doing so well. Feel better soon. Gilly x

  3. Thank you so much ladies, those words made me feel better! I agree, Gilly, nothing is more beautiful :D